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my life on screen [Friday
08 29, 2008 / 2:54am]

sleepdriven
[ mood | distressed ]

Yesterday my wife took off with a fifty year old woman to go to the community college to do some homework. I had to go as well, and I spent an hour and some change there. She never did show up. 4 hours went by and a cop showed up at my door(apartment) and asked me if I had been destroying anything. No I said.
He then told me he had gotten a call from the same fifty y.o. telling them I had been. I had been home since I got out of school around 130 to set up the nursery and what have you to get ready for the baby's arrival.
I was then served with an EPO minutes later and was told I had ten minutes to gather whatever I could and leave.
I called my wife later and we talked for 6 hours on the phone about the neighbor not needing to needle her for information or anything else.
We're having such a great deal of problems, and our son is due around the middle of October.
I'm just afraid that now she's only keeping me around for convenience. Not out of passion or desire.
She's lied to me in the past about some very serious issues.
What would change her now?
I didn't know half of these things until we were already pregnant, which was intentional.
I feel as if my life with her has almost been made up, as we went along in the beginning getting to know her. Her lies.
She lied about having a miscarriage, abortion... Ovary removed and a few other horrible things I care not mention. I was humiliated though.
Now, almost a year later I find myself alone in the pregnancy and fighting to keep my head.
I care for her so immensely that I get too passionate sometimes.
Oh well, I suppose we'll get together tomorrow after she gives me proof the EPO is dropped.
As for the neighbor, she'll never step foot in our apartment again.
She's lucky a discrimination charge hasn't been filed yet. This is her
Oh wait, enterslota is her old LJ name. Come to think of it, you guys may know her better than I do.





CONFESS




[Saturday
12 29, 2007 / 1:03am]

flying2safety
i love him. im scared i'll cheat on him. 
(1) CONFESSED CONFESS




[Friday
08 03, 2007 / 8:38am]

meudail
Hey everyone, check out sous_alimente.
CONFESS




The Experience Project [Sunday
10 08, 2006 / 2:14pm]

good_magician
[ mood | curious ]

I just recently stumbled upon this website(www.experienceproject.com) that is about social networking through shared experiences rather than who you are or what you look like. They also have a "confessions" section that I thought you gals and guys might like reading.

http://www.experienceproject.com/confessions.php

CONFESS




Another Skeleton [Saturday
10 07, 2006 / 7:39pm]

ohohohlover
Out of the closetCollapse )
CONFESS




[Tuesday
09 12, 2006 / 11:56am]

marked_brow
[ mood | high ]

talking to him on the phone for the first time made me even more attracted to him than the letters and the IM conversations we have had.

my fiancee was right to be jealous of him.

(4) CONFESSED CONFESS




[Sunday
09 10, 2006 / 2:00am]

akaleia
[ mood | chipper ]

CONFESS




[Thursday
08 17, 2006 / 12:58am]

x_xphatgirlx_x
[ mood | chipper ]

(1) CONFESSED CONFESS




[Thursday
08 10, 2006 / 6:01pm]

marked_brow
[ mood | confused ]

sometimes i wonder if i am with him because i truly love him or if it is because i feel i owe him for all he has done for me.

(2) CONFESSED CONFESS




Another Skeleton ... [Monday
08 07, 2006 / 8:44am]

waitedupforyou
Out of the closetCollapse )
(3) CONFESSED CONFESS




Introduction [Saturday
07 29, 2006 / 9:08am]

meudail
[ mood | happy ]

Out of the closetCollapse )

CONFESS




(confession) [Wednesday
07 05, 2006 / 9:35pm]

ex_balk201
I ate my way out of the eating disorder clinic. Now I weigh less than when I was admitted.
(and I want to loose more)
(1) CONFESSED CONFESS




Confession [Monday
07 03, 2006 / 9:37pm]

flying2safety
If it weren;t for the fact that my friends need me so much,
I'd be dead.
(4) CONFESSED CONFESS




Another skeleton [Monday
06 26, 2006 / 12:48am]

020289
[ mood | giddy ]

Out of the closetCollapse )

:D

(3) CONFESSED CONFESS




[Thursday
06 22, 2006 / 12:52am]

marked_brow
[ mood | confused ]

i am secretly speaking to the man that i cheated on my fiancee with a couple of years ago. he just contacted me again recently, and we have been speaking behind his back.

(2) CONFESSED CONFESS




[Wednesday
06 21, 2006 / 10:39pm]

flying2safety
i think i might be bi
(14) CONFESSED CONFESS




well here I am.. [Wednesday
06 21, 2006 / 10:30pm]

flying2safety
Out of the closetCollapse )
(1) CONFESSED CONFESS




* [Tuesday
06 20, 2006 / 7:02pm]

marked_brow
[ mood | anxious ]

i've been lying to my doctor. i am epileptic (diagnosed in march 2003) and i had a brain surgery to correct it May 2005. the surgery did not work all the way, and i am going to have another in May 2007. in the meantime i am supposed to be coming off of one of my medications, and i am not doing it. i am afraid to, because i do not want to have anymore seizures.

(7) CONFESSED CONFESS




promos? [Saturday
06 10, 2006 / 6:21pm]

enterslota
i didn't see anything about promotions.. so if this isn't allowed, you can delete it :]

oneCollapse )
CONFESS




Application- marked_brow [Monday
06 05, 2006 / 12:49am]

marked_brow
[ mood | tired ]

Out of the closetCollapse )

(3) CONFESSED CONFESS

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